Get Motivated

In my eyes getting older means getting fat. You get to a point in your age that you can’t eat whatever you want and you can just sit around and look good. To me I’ve never been in absolute great shape but I had a level of fitness most other people didn’t, I played rep baseball. Rep was all year around 3 nights a week for me, day one was pitching practice which is nothing but pitching for a straight hour but before you even do that you had to run 30 laps of the gym. Day two was your team practice which normally involved running 30 laps of the gym, a workout circuit, sprints, and baseball drills. Day three was batting practice, this practice was normally the fun one but your arms and legs start to hurt around awhile plus you have to pick up every ball that you just hit. 

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Now that I’m at the age where I can’t really go anywhere with baseball and need to work more then play sports, my fitness level has gone down the drain. Not only did my body and fitness level go but my motivation left as well. 

When you’re playing a sport you love you don’t realize that you are actually working out, now that I’m not training three nights a week then playing on the weekends I don’t have the motivation to get moving. 

Everyone knows I have a boyfriend and we definitely don’t eat healthy in anyway, usually when you go out with friends or family you don’t eat healthy so it makes everything ten times harder. I’ve started working out this February but it hasn’t been going very well, I worked out for four days straight doing different things and different parts of my body but I ended up going out and not working out for 9 days. I’m back at it again but my motivation of today will most likely not be there tomorrow. 

Once again I’m going to start trying to workout and maybe going to track how it goes on here but this is one of the hardest thing I find to do. I am 100% a lazy person! 

So help me out, think of workouts, pictures to add or just some words of motivation. 

Montana.

Feb 14th, 2012

This was the day that my ex boyfriend broke up with me for the hundredth time and made me walk a 30 walk home from the mall. When I got home I was done crying once again after hearing the same words over and over, and of course it was Valentines day. I believe I had to work this day as well, so I worked my shift that ended at 9:30 pm and when I came home my sister came into my room with the phone in hand with my dad on the line. My dad told me that our dog was really sick and that they don’t know if she was going to make it. He told me that I could come up to see her tomorrow if I wanted but I couldn’t because I had to work and finding a cover was really hard, especially last minute.

Feb 15, 2012

So the next day my sister went up to see her and I went to work thinking that I could see her on the weekend. My sister came home and everything was the same as it was the next day so I thought I would be able to see her, but when I came home my sister once again handed me the phone with my dad on the line to tell me this time that our dog Montana had died. I was completely crushed because everyone had gotten to go up to see her to say goodbye at least but I didn’t. Now every year on Feb 15th I put a picture up on facebook, write in my journal “R.I.P Montana,” and cry my eyes out because I miss her so much. 

Feb 15, 2014

My boyfriend called me to just to talk before he went to play video games to tell me sorry that he worked on Valentines day, that I won’t see him until Sunday and he knows the 15th is a hard day for me. I was good until he said that, I held back my  tears until we got off the phone and now I’m crying. I thought I would write this because maybe it would help a little bit but this is going to take a lot of time. 

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I’m sorry I didn’t get to say goodbye to her, it honestly kills me all the time when people bring her up. I know she’s in a better place, not feeling pain or being sad. I just miss her like crazy. 

R.I.P Montana 
I love you,
I miss you,
and I’m sorry I didn’t say goodbye. 

Valentines Day

Well it’s that time of the year again when all the singles bitch and complain that they are so alone on this one “special” day, when really it is the most stupid day of the year.

Now most of you reading this are probably thinking that, oh here’s just another single girl bitching like I said up above, you’re wrong. I actually have a boyfriend. I’ve been with him for a year and a bit but I still have this stupid non-holiday. My boyfriend is all for it where as I’m the one telling him that we are not doing anything and we’re not getting each other gifts. He of course didn’t listen and got me something so I felt bad and got him something. Even though I hate this day I will participate because I know he will love doing something small for me, that’s just the way he is.

I however went big with his gift because he completely deserves it. I am not saying what it is just in case he has one of these are actually knows what my URL is.

He told me that he ordered my gift, now that can be a number of things and I’m actually so nervous as to what he got me. We are not actually doing Valentines Day on the 14th, we are actually doing it on the 16th because he works; this is okay with me.

Now back to the ranting.

I do not know why this day has to be the one day that boys and girls have to be nice to the person they like. Why does this one day have to be the day that you get your boyfriend or girlfriend a gift or treat them to something nice? I would much rather get a surprise gift for no good reason then get a gift on Valentines day.

I mean everyday should be they day that you do something nice for your other half! When my boyfriend got me flowers for finally finishing high school I was so damn happy, but knowing that I’m going to get them on that day isn’t going to be as much fun.

Now guys, I know you’re thinking that it’s actually so hard to buy girls something because maybe you don’t know them that well and you want to get to know them, flowers is the best gift on a random day. I know girls will say, “Oh I hate flowers, they die, they’re so stupid.” Guess what, she’s lying. Girls love that shit, they eat it up and this is coming from a girl. And to be honest, cheesy is better in my opinion. A simple little love letter of what you care about that person or you’re favourite things about them is honestly the best thing, you can keep those things forever!

I’m just a big cheese ball though and I know my boyfriend is the same way even though we don’t look it. I mean we eat crap food, watch sports and he farts on me all the time but that’s just us. We are honestly the weird couple that everyone hates because of how close we are to each other.

Now girls, guys are actually really hard to buy for, but most guy I think just don’t really give a shit about gifts and they just want to be with you, have sex and just relax like it’s any other day. This I also know what my boyfriend would want, but my boyfriend just loves to make me happy and make me feel special.

Both men and females, if the person really cares about you, it’s not the gift that matters it’s just being able to spend that time together is what matters.

So this Valentines day, relax at home, get naked, have amazing sex and watch a horror movie.

Sochi Animal Cruelty.

I’m sure you’ve all heard about the Olympics on TV, radio and such, but have you heard about what they are doing to animals over there? 

Now I’m just going off of what I’ve heard and read about, I’m not naming names or anything. I’m just writing about what I’ve heard and my opinion of it. If this is going to bother you then you better stop reading now. 

You’ve been warned. 

The first thing that I heard about was with the whales. If you’ve haven’t heard about the whales, the situation with them is two wild whales have been captured and are being put in a tank on display for the Olympics. When whales are captured and put in captivity their life span is extremely shortened and they can suffer from sensory deprivation. When you take an animal away from where it lives, you’re taking it away from it’s family. All you mothers and fathers, imagine someone taking your child away from you and not knowing where they are going, how would you feel? It’s the same thing, so don’t say I’m blowing this up by comparing it to humans. Every person and animal have families, they were made, they have mums and dads, they have someone who loves them and taking those whales away from their families is animal cruelty. 

After hearing about this my opinion of Sochi was they’re assholes. I’m sorry if you live there but this is what people are thinking, I’m just saying it out loud. Yes whales are beautiful and fun to see because it’s not something you see everyday but why do you need to take them away from where they live? If you really want to see whales that bad, go whale watching but this is completely stupid. I honestly don’t understand why they even thought of this, what does a whale have to do with the Olympics anyways? Cheer for your damn country and that’s that. 

There is a petition that you can sign to get them to put them back in their homes which has been sent off to see if it will work. To me, this is not a positive imagine for Sochi at all, if anything it’s just making them look bad. Yes you want everything to be perfect and look amazing but this, this is too much and isn’t right. 

The second thing I heard about going on over there was with dogs. Apparently they have a lot of stray dogs around where the Olympics are being held and instead of taking them to a shelter and trying to get them better so people can make them pets and take care of them, they hired a company to kill them off. 

There first thought was to kill them off because no one wanted them, how the fuck do you know if someone doesn’t want a dog? I’ve had dogs my whole life, they are amazing animals. They’re the only animal that I know of that freaks their shit when you come home, they literally wait all day long for you to come home and to get some love from you. 

Now I’ve heard they after this got released, the company said they would make a shelter for them but no shelter has been seen being built. I’m assuming they were lying assholes and continued to do what they were doing. Once again Sochi, you look like a complete dick.

Now to me if anyone abuses animals in anyway (which includes taking them away from their homes), should be shot. They are helpless, they don’t speak English so they can’t beg you to stop. I yell at people if I see them being mean to animals, it’s so wrong on so many levels. Anyone who abuses animals is a sick fuck and you might as well be in the same category as a rapist.

After hearing about these two things it made me say I wasn’t going to watch the Olympics. All they want is money and they are doing it all the wrong ways.

I really hope Sochi fixes these two fuck ups because I know this isn’t going away for them, it’s just making the place look terrible.

That’s just my opinion.  

Super Bowl Weekend!

My life has be kind of almost extremely busy the last couple of days, so let me tell you all about it.

Thursday: Pretty much my whole week was crazy because a bunch of things at work started and I covered for people so it just seemed crazy. But Thursday was one of my actual shift and when I was there I thought it would be an easy going type of day, I thought wrong! It started out okay, everyone was on time and things were going well. I told all my staff I wasn’t going into the water unless it was really important because my face was burning so much from the day before. On Wednesday I was craving for a slushy so bad but the snack bar wasn’t open, Thursday it was and I was so happy I was just waiting for the crowd to go down. While I was waiting I was trying to figure out why half the stuff in my office wasn’t working, I did figure out that the plugs under the table were broken. I told maintenance that they weren’t working and it wasn’t a rush to come fix it, when they did finally come in, they walked a pretty stupid walk to tell me to hit the reset button like on your blow dryer. You have to know that at this rec centre nothing works, something is always breaking and it’s always something big, how was I suppose to know that it was that? I finally went to the snack bar to find out that her till wasn’t working, and she asked me to come behind the counter to try to make it work. First of all the damn money drawer wouldn’t open, so I go it to open finally but it wouldn’t close and pop open when someone pays. Before I got it open this pour girl had the money on the floor, she was happy I came. I told the front desk to go help her which they did. Now I got to go home to wait til 7 am for my boyfriend to finish work!

Friday: 7 am finally came, my boyfriend picked me up, as I open the car door I smacked myself in the face. I hit pretty much my cheek bone but under my eye, my boyfriend thought for sure I was going to get a black eye but I didn’t. This day we pretty much did nothing but sleep the whole day, this is what happens when you don’t have a lot of sleep and your boyfriend works midnights.

Saturday: Saturday morning was like anymore and the whole day was pretty much like any day. I woke up before my boyfriend, went pee, turned the frog lights on, watered our chameleon then sat in bed waiting for snore man to wake up. Honestly I can’t remember what we did this day, i think we sat around, got high and ate. We did however watch the leafs kick ass! Kessel got a hat trick and they won, it was amazing. I went to bed early because we were going to the reptile expo!

Sunday: Sunday morning was not like any other day, my boyfriends alarm went off at I don’t know what time but it felt early. He turned it off and went back to sleep, where as I was wide awake and couldn’t fall back asleep. I turn over to ask him if we were going to the expo because of course living in Canada it snowed a lot. He said yes, we got up and got dressed and were on our way to the bank. The reptile expo was in downsview park this time which was kinda of cool, it mostly had frogs, and snakes. There was one giant spider that scared the shit out of me because I wasn’t expecting it to be that big! We walked around the whole place to see what was there then decided on what my boyfriend wanted. I didn’t get anything for my boyfriend’s birthday and he asked me if I would buy him a frog, we went to the place called Dart Frog Inc. They had the ones he wanted which are really cute, so we pulled out our money and went for it – we ended up getting two as a pair.

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This is a close up picture but they are really small, about a little bit bigger then your finger nail. I cannot for the life of me remember what they are actually called but I will get back to you on that, if anyone really wants to know. I can’t even remember what we named them but I know we named them after football players since we got them on the super bowl day.

We came home to people at the house, things were starting to get ready for the party. There was a banner made that said “Go Broncos, Fuck the Seahawks.” Which was made by the biggest douche bag fan of the Broncos, I’ll get into that a little bit later. Now I don’t even get football really, I know the point and you know the basics but other then that I have no idea. All the other people that were at this party new everything and I mean everything about football. At the start there was a paper that you had to fill out for a draw. I pretty much straight up guessed because I had no idea, at the end someone gets the money whoever go the most correct. The questions were like, “Is the coin toss going to be heads or tails?”, “Will Bruno Mars be wearing a hat?” and so on. At one point I was actually beating my boyfriend which I was so happy about. While the game was on it was so loud but was so much fun, everyone was yelling, laughing, drinking and having a great time except for one guy.

The one guy at the party was so upset that the Broncos were losing and my boyfriend was on his ass about it that he cried twice! This guy was talking shit for days and even at the party was talking so much shit, that everyone didn’t really care until he started to cry. He was getting so mad at my boyfriend but that’s just the way he is, I wouldn’t date my boyfriend if I could hack it that’s for sure. This guy was also very drunk that we needed to cut him off, at the end of the party he wouldn’t say bye to me because of who I’m dating. After though he tried to say goodbye and I said no to him and that he should leave.

The rest of the night went well though, I played beer pong with my boyfriend and his friends. We beat them and I got the winning ball, was so happy about that since I don’t really play beer pong, I’ve always gone to bars and not house parties.

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Yes my boyfriend and I are wearing Miami Dolphin jerseys, he loves them and we wanted to wear something football.

As the game ended and people left it was getting quiet but my head was killing me from everyone being so loud, it didn’t help I was on the main couch and my boyfriend is the loudest guy I know. It was maybe about 11pm and I said that I was going to go upstairs to lay down for a bit, I needed darkness and peace and quiet. I did go upstairs, got naked, turned off the lights, and slept…or attempted too. It took me a couple hours to fall asleep or until my boyfriend came to bed. Can never sleep without that man.

Anyways, the night was amazing and I can’t wait until next year but hopefully by then I will know the game like I know baseball.

Go Seahawks Go!